*internal screaming*

I’m super excited, but also a nervous wreck. Do you guys remember that I questioned myself and the Universe if I should go to a concert alone? Well, it’s actually a freaking huge festival, but let’s not dwell on the details. Today, finally, I’ve got my ticket!!! After changing my mind a thousand times, after having moments in which I was sure I can’t make this. And it still is scary as hell. But I can’t go back now and I won’t. Maybe people who are ok with large crowds, with total strangers surrounding them, people who don’t suffer from social anxiety everyday of their life can’t possibly understand why this is a big deal for me. But for me is a huge thing, it’s me being courageous. Or trying to be. And it’s a lifetime opportunity, seeing two of my favorite bands live. So, I think I’m gonna breath and hope this actually is a good idea and try to act like a normal human being (which in most cases is almost impossible)

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  1. captainskirks said: You’re braver than I am. I’d be terrified to go by myself too! I hope you have an amazing time and I want you to know how jealous I am :D
  2. ladygranthams said: That’s amazing! I think that if you are so passionate about the music, you’ll forget about the crowd once they start playing, and will enjoy the experience. :)
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